Do or Die

Album: [Untitled]

In every way, I fold

And I’m ashamed of the sound of my day breaking down

If I stay in this hole

I’ll be ate by the ground, the worms’ll mate in my mouth

I’ve gotta change, I’m told

Or I’ll be old and alone, somewhere faking I’m proud

It’s either stay or go

And stay is coupled with how, I’ve fed my hope to the hounds

So what am I to say?

I can’t rewind

I can’t unmake

Everything I’ve tried

I’m at some place

In the middle of some night

At the edge of some hole

In a hell of my design

Thinkin’ ‘bout my suicide

Like who am I?

Like what have I done?

Where’s my mind?

I’m feeling like choose a side

It’s either lose or try

It’s either I move or lie

Baby, it’s do or die

Baby, it’s do or die

I think I’m living life all wrong

Like a knife fight with an ice-cream cone

Like I’m not the might of the bison I’m more

Like a kite in a flight through a lightning storm

I imagined everything I wanted was a bandage

If I got it I could heal my damage

If I got it I could get a whole new vantage

Like I saw mold, said I know, add gold to the sandwich, yeah

It’s like my whole soul’s flipping inside out

I’m thinking my ambition is a wind chime now

Like hidden in me, I’ve been bleeding,

and treating my goals like a drug I deliver myself

Everything I needed owns me

And everything I wanted was a demon feeding on me

And now I’m sitting in a low on a road that I chose

And I know, I know

So what am I to say?

I can’t rewind

I can’t unmake

Everything I’ve tried

I’m at some place

In the middle of some night

At the edge of some hole

In a hell of my design

This some kinda suicide

I’m redoing life

I’ma become some kinda light

So I’m choosing sides

If it’s lose or try

Then I’m unified

Baby, it’s do or die

Baby, it’s do or die

Baby, it’s do or die