Am I losing my mind?

Am I losing my mind?

Maybe

Am I losing my mind?

Am I losing my mind?

Maybe

 

Once upon a time in the suburbs

The fog was thick and I was feeling twisted

I had a friend doing lines with a lover

And another was sick throwing up in the kitchen

We had Mac Dre on

We made a club out the living room, turn the bass up

We had Mac Dre on

Our sun was the moon, our day started at dusk

 

There was something about it that I think I loved, though

Something ‘bout the fights in the street made the blood flow

Something about the lights from police when the sun rose

Seeing red and blue lights hit the blunt smoke

There was some kinda home in it

Like in the moment, drunk and stoned, we were owning it

Like we sunk so low we painted hell gold

And we faked like our wings weren’t broken

 

Am I losing my mind?

Am I losing my mind?

Maybe

Am I losing my mind?

Am I losing my mind?

Maybe

 

Once upon a time in the suburbs

I found freedom in my cup of who gives a fuck

I was mending a mind full of gutters

With a dream I’d get inside through a doorway made of slime

We had Young Curt on

Get me fucked up, let’s burn one

We had Young Curt on

‘Till the sun’s up, I’m another person

 

It’s like I found suicide in the night

To grab another drink was to slide in the knife

To take another hit was a .9 to the mind

and I’d lie like - boy, this the time of my life

So gimme that shot, yeah, I’m trynna get fucked up

Gimme a broad, yeah, I’m trynna get sucked up

I wanna be gone like one drip to the sea

‘Till dawn, I’ll forget that I’m me

 

Am I losing my mind?

Am I losing my mind?

Maybe

Am I losing my mind?

Am I losing my mind?

Maybe